At 3:17 in the morning, under a flickering green light on a nearly empty Chicago intersection, a dead woman climbed into my Uber.

I didn’t know she was dead yet.

All I knew was the time on my dashboard, the way the November cold seeped through the windows, and the strange, heavy feeling in my chest that had been sitting there all night like a stone.

3:17 a.m., Wednesday, early winter, Chicago, Illinois, United States of America.

The time burned itself into my brain because I glanced at the clock right before everything changed.

That’s the thing about nights in this country’s big cities: you can be surrounded by millions of people, and still feel like you’re the last person awake on Earth.

I’ve been driving Uber for five years now. Night shift exclusively. Eleven at night to six in the morning, five nights a week. Sometimes six, when the bills pile up. Which, in America, is most of the time.

You see things during those hours that daylight people don’t know exist.

Drunk college kids stumbling out of sports bars in Wrigleyville, blue and red Cubs jackets zipped up against the wind. Nurses in scrubs leaving Northwestern Memorial, faces gray with exhaustion, ID badges swinging from lanyards. Couples arguing in hushed, furious voices, believing the driver doesn’t hear. People crying in the back seat who pretend they’re not. Workers heading to jobs that start before sunrise. Others coming home from jobs that never really end.

I thought I’d seen everything the night shift had to offer in an American city.

I was wrong.

During the day—or, more accurately, during the afternoon, after I sleep through most of the morning—I work in a warehouse on the southwest side, near the industrial district where semi trucks rumble past cracked sidewalks and the skyline looks like it belongs on a postcard from another life.

Four-hour shifts, four days a week. Loading boxes. Unloading pallets. Moving things from Point A to Point B. Repeat until the shift ends. Cardboard dust on my clothes, conveyor belt hum in my ears, union guys talking Bears and politics on their breaks.

Between the two jobs, I make enough.

Enough to cover rent in a small apartment near the Blue Line. Enough to pay for car insurance, gas, utilities, student loans, groceries. Enough to maybe put fifty bucks into savings on a good month—if my car doesn’t need repairs and nothing else explodes.

But my life wasn’t supposed to look like this.

Ten years ago, I had a band.

Westbound. That’s what we called ourselves.

Four guys who met at a community college outside the city and realized we could make something bigger than the sum of our parts.

Kevin Cross on bass—quiet, steady, the backbone of everything. Gabriel Diaz on drums—loud, hilarious, always tapping rhythms on every available surface. Logan Bennett on keys—nerdy, shy, a wizard with chords. And me, Anthony Fischer, on guitar and lead vocals.

We played clubs around Chicago. Lincoln Park, Logan Square, random places in Milwaukee when we could afford the gas. Dive bars that smelled like spilled beer and old dreams. Indie coffee shops where the baristas rolled their eyes but let us plug into their only working outlet. College events where the sound guy looked like he’d rather be anywhere else.

We wrote original songs. Real songs. Not covers. Lyrics scribbled on napkins and notebook pages, melodies hummed into our phones in the middle of the night. We had a small but dedicated following. People who came to see us on purpose, not just because we happened to be playing while they were there. People who knew our lyrics, who sang them back to us. People who paid ten bucks for a burned CD with our band name written in Sharpie.

We weren’t famous. We weren’t even close to making real money.

But we were making music.

The kind that doesn’t come from a career plan or a spreadsheet, but from somewhere deep in your chest that hurts if you ignore it too long.

For four years, that was my life.

Daytime: whatever job would pay me in cash or minimum wage. Retail at a big-box store in the suburbs. Waiting tables at a chain restaurant. Temp agency gigs—data entry, light assembly, handing out flyers at some convention downtown.

Nighttime: rehearsals in Logan’s parents’ garage. Shows in cramped venues. Writing sessions at Gabe’s apartment with cheap pizza and cheaper beer, arguing over chords until 3 a.m. Driving home with my ears ringing and my heart full.

I was broke, exhausted, eating ramen five nights a week.

But I was happy.

Then I turned twenty-nine, and suddenly, it felt like the entire world had synchronized its questions.

“So what’s your plan, Anthony?”

“Are you still doing the band thing?”

“What about a real job?”

“Don’t you think it’s time to grow up?”

My parents. My friends from high school who had desk jobs and 401(k)s and pictures of their kids on Facebook. My girlfriend at the time, who wanted to know if we had a future that didn’t involve touring in a busted van forever.

The band started feeling it, too.

Kevin got a job offer in Seattle. Good money, real benefits, full healthcare—the kind of American dream package you don’t say no to if you care about stability. He took it.

Gabriel got married. Had a baby on the way. His priorities shifted overnight.

Logan went back to school to finish an engineering degree his parents had always wanted him to get. “Just in case,” he said, avoiding my eyes.

And me?

Without the band, I was a car that had lost its engine.

I knew I could keep trying on my own. Go solo. Post covers and originals on YouTube and TikTok like everyone else. Play acoustic gigs in smaller places. Hustle, grind, chase.

But something inside me had cracked. The chorus of voices chanting “Be realistic” was louder than anything I could sing over it.

So, I stopped.

I had a business degree, technically, but no real idea what to do with it. I’d finished school mostly for my parents, who had dreamed of saying, “My son has a degree from an American university.” It had never been my plan to actually be a business guy.

But business degrees look nice on résumés, even if they’re dusty.

I got a warehouse job. Applied to Uber. Started driving nights for extra money. I told myself it was temporary, just until I saved some cash, just until I figured out my next move.

That was five years ago.

I put my guitar in a hard case, slid it under my bed, and told myself I’d get back to it soon.

I didn’t.

I didn’t touch it. I didn’t look at it. I pretended it was part of a different person’s story.

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November 13th. A Tuesday night bleeding into Wednesday morning.

My shift started at eleven, like always.

That’s my schedule now: sleep during daylight, wake with the evening news, drive through the night while the rest of Chicago dreams.

The first few hours were routine.

A twenty-two-year-old server getting off her shift at a downtown restaurant, smelling like fried food and cheap perfume. An older man in a too-thin coat heading to O’Hare for a 5 a.m. flight to Atlanta. Two women leaving a River North bar, giggling so hard they could barely tell me their address.

By two a.m., things slowed down. They always do.

There’s this dead zone between two and four, after the bars close and before the early workers start moving. The streets get quieter. The city takes a breath.

I parked near the university, under the shadow of an L track. Streetlights painted everything orange. My breath fogged the windshield. Wind off Lake Michigan slipped through the seal on my door and chilled my arm.

I opened my phone and did what everyone does when they’re bored and vaguely unhappy: I scrolled.

That’s when I saw it.

A post from Kevin Cross.

My old bassist. The one who moved to Seattle and, apparently, did not stop playing music “just until he figured things out.”

The photo was simple.

Kevin, standing in what looked like an indie record store somewhere in the Pacific Northwest, holding up a vinyl record. His face lit with a smile I remembered from countless shows. Behind him, a handwritten sign read “Local Artists – New Releases.”

The caption:

“Dreams do come true. Album drops December 15th. Small West Coast tour in January. Thank you to everyone who believed. This is just the beginning.”

I stared at that post for a long time, the glow of the screen reflected in the Uber app logo on my dashboard.

Kevin had done it.

He’d signed with an indie label. Recorded an album. Was going on tour. Nothing huge—not a Super Bowl halftime show or a Grammy announcement—but real, tangible progress. The kind of milestone any American musician would kill for.

He’d stuck with it.

He’d kept playing gigs after moving to Seattle. Kept writing. Kept taking chances while I was double-shifting in a warehouse and driving strangers around under the Chicago streetlights.

My first reaction was happiness.

Kevin is a good man. Talented, humble, kind. If anyone deserved a shot at this, it was him.

But under that happiness, something sharp twisted.

Because Kevin was my friend. My bandmate. My partner in late-night songwriting and cheap diner breakfasts. We’d started this journey together.

He reached a destination while I’d pulled off at the first “Realistic Jobs This Way” exit and never got back on the highway.

I clicked his profile. Studio photos. Him in headphones behind a microphone. Him laughing with other musicians I vaguely recognized from the Chicago scene who’d also kept going. A photo in front of a building with a sign that clearly read the name of an American indie label I’d dreamed of signing with once.

A whole life.

A music life.

The life I’d wanted.

The life I’d declared “impossible” and walked away from.

I put my phone face down on the passenger seat, closed my eyes, and leaned my head back.

Jealousy? Regret? Both? Whatever it was, it tasted bitter.

My phone buzzed.

Ride request.

I grabbed it like a lifeline. Distraction. Work. Movement.

Pickup: 2847 Westmont Avenue.

Passenger: D. Martin.

Destination: 1156 South River Drive.

Fifteen minutes, more or less, at this hour. No traffic, just lights and ghosts.

I started the car and drove.

Westmont Avenue was on the southeast side, in an older neighborhood that hadn’t fully gentrified yet. Big yards, wide streets, tall trees bare of leaves, American flags hanging limp off porches. Houses that had been beautiful in the 1960s, built when one blue-collar job could buy a home and feed a family.

Some of them had been renovated—fresh siding, new windows, SUVs in the driveways. Young families who worked in the downtown offices and wanted yards for their kids. Others sagged under chipped paint and broken steps, overgrown grass, and porches that had seen better decades.

2847 was somewhere in between.

A small single-story house. White siding, blue trim around the windows, the color faded but chosen with care once. A porch with two chairs and a little table. A light glowing over the front door.

Under that light stood an elderly woman.

She wore a tan wool coat that looked warm but not expensive, buttoned up to her chin. Her gray hair was pulled back in a low bun. She carried a small brown purse in both hands like it was something precious.

I pulled to the curb, put the car in park, got out, and walked around to open the back door. It’s not required as a driver, but for older passengers, I always do.

“Mrs. Martin?” I asked.

“Yes, dear,” she said. Her voice was soft and gentle, the kind of voice that makes you think of cookies and Christmas movies and kitchens that smell like cinnamon. “Thank you so much.”

She moved slowly but without wobbling. I offered my arm on instinct. She took it, light as a bird. Her hand was warm through my jacket.

She settled into the back seat with a quiet sigh.

“Comfortable?” I asked.

“Very much,” she said. “You’re very kind.”

I closed the door, walked back around, got in the driver’s seat, and checked the map again.

1156 South River Drive. Not far from the river, ironically. A quieter residential area, a little rough around the edges, but not terrible.

“All set, Mrs. Martin?” I said.

“Yes, thank you,” she said.

We pulled away.

For the first few minutes, we rode in silence.

That’s normal. Especially at this hour. People are tired. Hungover. Lost in their thoughts. Some stare at their phones. Some close their eyes and pretend the car is a spaceship taking them somewhere their problems can’t follow.

I glanced in the rearview mirror.

She sat quietly, hands folded over her purse, eyes on the window, watching Chicago slide past. The orange pools of light. The dark windows. The occasional open all-night diner with a neon sign flickering like a heartbeat.

There was something about her.

Not threatening. Not at all. The opposite. Calming. Familiar, almost.

Sometimes older people have that effect. They remind you of a teacher you loved, or the neighbor who gave you popsicles on hot summer days in some American suburb. They look like people who might have known your grandparents.

We stopped at a red light. Empty intersection. Just us and the city humming quietly in the distance.

“It’s a quiet night,” she said suddenly.

I looked at her in the mirror. She was still gazing out the window.

“Yeah,” I said. “Usually is around this time.”

“You work these late hours often?” she asked. “Every night?”

“Five nights a week,” I said. “Sometimes six.”

“That must be tiring,” she said.

“It is,” I admitted. “But it pays the bills.”

“And during the day? Do you work then, too?”

I hesitated. Most passengers don’t ask about my life. They might say, “Busy night?” or “How long you been driving?” But this felt different.

“Yeah,” I said. “Afternoon shift at a warehouse. Four days a week.”

“My goodness,” she said softly. “Two jobs. That’s… quite difficult.”

I shrugged, even though she couldn’t see it. “You do what you have to do.”

She made a little sound. Not quite agreement. Not quite disagreement.

“Yes,” she said finally. “I suppose we all do.”

We drove a few more blocks. Streetlights. Closed storefronts with dusty signs. A bus parked in a dark lot. The city in one of those liminal American moments between late and early.

Then she said something that made my hands tighten involuntarily on the steering wheel.

“Do you still play music?” she asked.

I looked at her in the mirror. She met my eyes, calm, curious.

“I’m sorry,” I said. “Music?”

“Do you still play?” she repeated gently.

My heart kicked. Hard. Like it had just heard its name.

“How did you…” I swallowed. My mouth had gone dry. “How do you know I played music?”

Her lips curved into a small smile.

“You have the look,” she said.

“The look?” I echoed, trying for lightness, failing.

“Yes,” she said. “Musicians have a certain look about them. Creative. Thoughtful. A little sad around the edges sometimes.”

I forced a laugh. It sounded wrong in the quiet car.

“Yeah, well,” I said. “I used to. Long time ago.”

“What instrument?” she asked.

“Guitar,” I said. “And I sang. Had a band.”

“How wonderful,” she said. “What was the band called?”

“Westbound,” I said.

Her smile deepened. “That’s a lovely name,” she said. “Very… American. Always moving. Always chasing the horizon.”

“Thanks,” I said. “We thought so, too.”

“Why did you stop?” she asked.

The question floated between us. Simple. Clean. Sharp as glass.

“Life,” I said finally. “You know how it is. Dreams don’t pay rent.”

She made that soft sound again.

“Hmm.”

Like she understood. But maybe didn’t agree.

“That must have been difficult,” she said. “Giving up something you loved.”

“It was the right decision,” I said automatically.

“Was it?” she asked.

I didn’t answer.

We passed a dark park, swings creaking slightly in the wind. A closed gas station. A billboard advertising some streaming service for $9.99 a month.

“Do you miss it?” she asked.

“Every day,” I said.

The words came out before I had a chance to censor them.

I never say that out loud. Not to my family. Not to friends. Certainly not to a stranger in my back seat.

“I’m sorry,” she said quietly. “That must be painful. Missing something every day, but believing you can’t have it.”

“Yeah,” I said. “It is.”

We were halfway to South River Drive now. Residential streets melting into wider roads with more lanes, bigger intersections, fewer porch lights.

“May I ask you something else?” she said.

“Sure,” I said, even though part of me wanted to put in headphones and hide.

“What made you choose music in the beginning?” she asked. “Before the bills. Before the jobs. Before the questions.”

I thought about it. About my first guitar, cheap and slightly out of tune. About playing along to songs on the radio in our old living room while my mom cooked boxed macaroni and cheese. About the rush of playing new chords I found online. About Westbound’s first real show at a small club in Chicago where the sound system barely worked.

“I don’t know if I chose it,” I said slowly. “It was just… always there. I picked up a guitar when I was a kid and it felt right. Like my hands knew what to do before my brain did. Like I was supposed to be doing this, and everything else was extra.”

“That’s beautiful,” she said.

“It felt that way for a long time,” I said. “And now… now it feels like a mistake. Like I wasted years chasing something impossible.”

“Do you really believe that?” she asked.

I started to say yes.

To repeat the speech I’d given myself in the mirror for years. About being practical. About being responsible. About how only a tiny percentage of musicians ever make it, especially in a competitive market like the U.S., and how it was smarter to accept reality.

But the words caught.

“I don’t know what I believe anymore,” I admitted instead.

She nodded slightly, as if that was the first true thing I’d said.

“You had a band,” she said. “Westbound. What happened to them?”

“We broke up,” I said. “Everyone moved on. Got real jobs. Real lives.”

“And you felt you needed to do the same,” she said.

“Yeah,” I said.

“But you don’t have a real life now, do you?” she asked.

Her tone was gentle.

The sentence felt like a punch.

“I have a life,” I said defensively.

“Do you?” she asked. “Or do you have an existence? Working, sleeping, working again. No joy. No creation. No music.”

“That’s not fair,” I said.

“It’s honest,” she said.

We were quiet for a beat.

“I’m sorry,” she added, softer. “I don’t mean to be harsh. I’ve just… lived a long time. And I’ve learned that the things we give up often haunt us more than the things we try and fail at.”

We were getting close to her destination. The GPS said five minutes out. South River Drive. A strip mall. A few houses. The river glinting dark beyond the streetlights.

Something else was nagging at me now. Not just her questions. Her voice.

People forget voices. You remember faces, sometimes names, rarely the exact sound of someone’s words.

But there was something in the way she said my name. The way she said “dear.” The way she hummed low in her throat when she was thinking.

“Have we met before?” I blurted.

In the mirror, she smiled. It was like watching a curtain pulled back on a stage you didn’t know was there.

“Maybe,” she said. “A long time ago.”

“Where?” I asked.

“You were very young,” she said. “You probably don’t remember.”

“How young?” I asked.

“Oh,” she said lightly. “Five. Six. Small boy. Big eyes. Always curious.”

Something shifted in the back of my mind. A dust-covered door rattled.

“Thirty years ago,” I murmured. “We lived in a different house back then. Different neighborhood.”

“Yes,” she said.

“Were you… a neighbor?” I asked.

“Sometimes I watched you when your parents needed help,” she said. “They’d call. I’d come over. We’d play games. Read stories. You were a sweet child.”

My breath caught.

“You were a babysitter,” I said.

“Occasionally,” she said. “Your mother would call when she had to work a late shift at the diner or when your father had to take overtime in the warehouse. I’d arrive. You’d show me your toys. You always wanted to listen to music.”

“What was your name?” I asked, my voice barely audible over the hum of the car.

“Debbie,” she said. “You called me Debbie.”

And suddenly, like someone dropped a stone into still water, memories rippled out.

Not clear images. Fragments. Feelings.

A woman in a beige coat and soft sweaters. Her perfume—powdery, warm. Her laugh. Nights when my parents argued in the kitchen about money, and she turned up the TV to drown it out.

Her sitting with me on the worn couch, playing endless rounds of Candy Land. Her cutting grilled cheese into small triangles. Her reading me a book with a blue cover about a dragon that wanted to sing. Her humming while she washed dishes. Her voice—soft, low—singing something in the kitchen I didn’t understand the words to, but I remember the feeling.

Debbie.

“I remember you,” I whispered.

“Do you?” she asked.

“You used to sing to me when I couldn’t sleep,” I said.

“I did,” she said.

“You had a nice voice,” I said.

“Thank you, dear,” she said.

“You gave me a guitar,” I said suddenly. “A toy guitar. Red. Four strings. For my birthday.”

Her eyes lit.

“Your sixth birthday,” she said. “You played it constantly. Drove your parents crazy.”

“I did,” I said, almost laughing. “I’d sit on the floor and bang on it, making up songs. I played along to TV commercials. I thought I was a rock star.”

“You had an ear for it,” she said. “Even then. You’d hear a song once and pick out the melody. Your mother told me she thought you were a genius.”

“She never said that to me,” I said.

“She said it to me,” Debbie said. “Many times. ‘Debbie,’ she’d say. ‘That boy… there’s something special in him.’”

“Then why did she spend the next thirty years telling me to get a ‘real job’?” I asked, bitterness leaking through.

Debbie’s gaze softened.

“Because she loved you,” she said. “And she was scared. She grew up poor in this country. She knew what it was like to choose heat or food. She didn’t want that for you. So she mistook safety for success.”

“Music isn’t a path,” I muttered. “It’s a fantasy. That’s what everybody says.”

She leaned forward slightly, her face catching the glow from the streetlamps.

“Anthony,” she said quietly. “Who told you that? And why did you believe them?”

“Everyone,” I said. “My parents. Teachers. People online. Nobody makes it. You know how many bands there are in America? How many people move to LA or New York, chasing some dream? You know how many of them end up broke? I couldn’t risk it.”

“Did you want to move to LA?” she asked.

“No,” I admitted.

“Then why are you talking about other people’s paths?” she asked. “You had your own.”

“I failed,” I said.

“No,” she said sharply, and for the first time all ride, there was steel in her voice. “You gave up. That is not the same thing.”

We were two blocks from her destination now.

My hands were shaking on the steering wheel.

“Why are you here?” I asked quietly. “Really. Why get in my car tonight, out of all the cars in Chicago?”

“To remind you,” she said simply.

“Of what?” I whispered.

“Of who you are,” she said. “Who you’ve always been. Before the world got loud. Before fear wrapped itself around your heart. Before you decided that ‘safe’ was better than ‘true.’”

“I can’t go back,” I said. “I’m thirty-four. I have bills. Rent. Insurance. This is America. Healthcare doesn’t magically appear. I can’t just quit everything and be twenty-one again.”

“I’m not asking you to quit your jobs and move to Nashville,” she said. “I’m not asking you to chase fame. I’m asking you to stop pretending the music doesn’t matter. To stop acting like it was just a phase. To honor the gift you were given.”

“What gift?” I said. “I’m not special. I was never special.”

“You were,” she said. “You are. I knew it when you were six years old with that red guitar. Gifts don’t vanish, Anthony. They get buried. Under fear. Under doubt. Under the weight of everyone else’s expectations. But they’re still there.”

We turned onto South River Drive.

Her destination appeared ahead—a small house that looked eerily like the one I’d picked her up from. White siding. Porch. For sale sign stuck in the lawn, rocking slightly in the wind.

I pulled to the curb and put the car in park.

“This is it,” I said.

“Yes,” she said. “Thank you, Anthony.”

I turned around fully in my seat.

“Will I see you again?” I asked.

She tilted her head, studying me.

“That depends,” she said.

“On what?” I asked.

“On whether you choose courage or fear,” she said.

“I don’t understand,” I said.

“You will,” she said.

She reached for the door handle.

“Debbie, wait,” I said, panic rising. “I need to know. Are you real? Is this really happening, or am I losing my mind?”

She smiled. That same gentle, knowing smile she’d had when I was six and afraid of the dark.

“What do you think?” she asked.

“I think I’m sitting in my car talking to someone who shouldn’t be here,” I said. “Someone who knows things she can’t possibly know. Someone who gave me a guitar when I was a child and then showed up in my Uber thirty years later.”

“And yet,” she said, “I am here.”

She opened her mouth like she might say something else.

My eyes stung. I blinked.

Just once.

The interior of the car shifted slightly as my focus changed.

3:47 a.m.

I realized I was gripping the steering wheel so tightly my fingers hurt.

I let go. Turned around.

The back seat was empty.

Debbie was gone.

Not “halfway out the door.” Not “one foot on the pavement.”

Gone.

The door was shut. The seatbelt snapped back into place. The car was utterly still except for my own harsh breathing.

“What the hell?” I whispered.

The air where she’d been sitting was warm, like someone had just been there.

I got out of the car, heart pounding, and looked up and down the street.

Dark houses. Dark windows. A streetlight buzzing overhead. A plastic bag caught in a bush, rustling in the wind.

No small woman in a tan coat walking away. No footsteps. No tiny silhouette turning a corner.

“Debbie?” I called softly.

Nothing.

I walked around to the back door, opened it, peered in like maybe she’d somehow shrunk, sunk, disappeared between the seats.

That’s when I saw it.

A small object on the seat where she’d been.

I reached for it with shaking fingers.

A guitar pick.

Red plastic. Worn around the edges. Old.

I turned it over.

On the back, in faded black marker, in handwriting I hadn’t seen in nearly three decades, were the words:

For Anthony. Keep playing.

Debbie

My vision blurred.

I’d lost this pick twenty-eight years ago. I remembered crying about it at the kitchen table, my mom saying, “It’s just a piece of plastic, honey, you’ll get another one,” and me insisting, “But it’s from Debbie.”

I never found it.

I’d looked in toy chests, couch cushions, under beds, behind bookshelves. It had simply vanished.

And now, at 3:47 a.m. on a deserted street in Chicago, I was holding it.

Real. Solid. Digging into my palm.

I looked at the house number.

Walked up to the porch. The wood creaked under my boots.

The mailbox next to the door had a name on it.

MARTIN.

My heart lurched.

A porch light flipped on next door.

An elderly man in a bathrobe stepped out, squinting at me.

“Help you?” he called.

“Sorry,” I said quickly. “I didn’t mean to bother anyone. I was just—” I hesitated. “I’m looking for Debbie Martin. Does she live here?”

The man’s expression changed. The suspicion melted into something sad.

“Debbie passed away three years ago,” he said.

The world tilted a little.

“Three years?” I repeated.

He nodded. “Cancer,” he said. “Her kids flew in from out of state. Very sad. She was a sweetheart. Loved this house. Loved the kids she used to watch.”

My throat closed.

“She watched me,” I managed. “When I was little. She gave me my first guitar.”

“Ah,” he said. “You must be one of her ‘music boys.’ She talked about you all. She had photos, you know. She kept them in a box. Talked about you like you were her grandchildren.”

“She’s really… gone?” I asked, stupidly.

“Yes,” he said gently. “I’m sorry. Were you close?”

“I…” I shook my head. “I haven’t seen her in almost thirty years. I just… I wanted to say thank you. For being kind to me.”

“She would’ve liked that,” he said. “She was a good woman. House has been empty since she passed. Her kids are trying to sell it. Market’s slow.”

He glanced at the For Sale sign. Shrugged. “Anyway. It’s late. You should get out of this cold.”

“Thank you,” I said.

He nodded, went back inside. The porch light clicked off.

I stood there in the dark, fingers clenched around the pick.

“Thank you,” I whispered to the empty house. “For everything.”

When I got back in my car, I checked the Uber app.

No ride to 1156 South River Drive.

No record of picking up D. Martin.

No trip. No receipt. No five-star rating. Nothing.

Like it had never happened.

Except for the red plastic pick in my hand.

I drove home as the horizon lightened, Lake Michigan a darker stripe against the sky.

I didn’t sleep.

Couldn’t.

I sat on the edge of my unmade bed in my small north side apartment, with its cracked cream walls and sagging couch and refrigerator humming like an old man trying to remember a song.

I turned the pick over and over in my fingers.

For Anthony. Keep playing.

Okay, I thought.

Okay.

I got on my knees and reached under the bed.

The guitar case was all the way in the back, as far as I could physically shove it when I’d decided that part of my life was over. Dust clung to the edges. The metal clasps were stiff.

I pulled it out, flipped the latches, and opened it.

My Gibson acoustic lay inside, strings dull, body dulled by a fine layer of neglect.

It was still beautiful.

I lifted it out carefully, like it might dissolve if I moved too fast.

It settled against my body like it had never left.

The weight was familiar. The smooth arc of the neck under my left hand. The way it fit against my ribs.

I grabbed an old T-shirt and wiped away the dust. Tuned each string slowly. My fingers remembered where to go before my brain did.

E.

A.

D.

G.

B.

E.

I sat on the bed.

Strummed once.

The sound filled the apartment. Full and rich, bouncing off the cheap drywall. Alive.

I felt something crack open in my chest.

I started with chords. Old progressions, muscle memory. G to D to Em to C, a thousand songs hiding in those four grips.

Then, without deciding to, I slid into something else.

A melody I hadn’t played since I was seven.

The first song I ever wrote. On that red toy guitar. For Debbie. For myself. For no one.

Back then, it had been clumsy. Three notes and a dream.

Now, my hands turned it into something else. Something layered. Sophisticated. It carried the weight of my years—warehouse shifts, Uber nights, broken gigs, lost chances—but still had the bright core from that six-year-old boy sitting cross-legged on a living room floor in an American duplex, believing the world might listen.

When I finished, tears were streaming down my face.

I looked at the pick on the nightstand, at the faded ink.

“Okay,” I whispered. “Okay. I’ll keep playing.”

I played for eight hours.

Until my fingers hurt and the grooves in my fingertips burned. Until my voice was ragged from singing to an invisible crowd. Until three new songs existed where there had been none, and ten old songs I’d written with Westbound came rushing back.

Around six in the evening, my phone rang.

Unknown number.

I almost let it go to voicemail. Then something told me to answer.

“Hello?”

“Hi, is this Anthony Fischer?” a woman’s voice asked.

“Yeah,” I said.

“Anthony, my name is Samantha Gardner,” she said. “I’m the manager at The Blue Room downtown. You know it?”

I sat up straighter.

“Yeah,” I said. “I used to play there. Years ago.”

“Great,” she said. “So, Kevin Cross gave me your number.”

My heart stuttered.

“Kevin?” I repeated.

“Yes,” she said. “He said you two used to play together. We’re doing a songwriter showcase on December 15th. Open mic style, but we’re inviting specific people. Kevin told me you’re one of the best songwriters he’s ever worked with and that you’ve been taking a break, but you’re playing again. Would you be interested in a fifteen-minute slot? Three songs, original material. Acoustic is fine.”

I looked at my guitar.

At the pick.

At my hands.

“Yeah,” I said. “Yes. I’m interested.”

“Fantastic,” she said. “I’ll email you the details. We start at seven, you’d be on around eight. Nothing fancy, small room, but good crowd. People who listen. Sound good?”

“Sounds perfect,” I said.

“Great. Looking forward to meeting you, Anthony,” she said.

She hung up.

I stared at my phone.

Then I texted Kevin.

“Man. Thank you. I don’t know what to say.”

He replied almost immediately.

“You never should have stopped, Anthony. You’re too good. I’ve been where you are. It’s not too late. Welcome back.”

I read that text five times.

Not too late.

Welcome back.

I picked up my guitar.

And for the first time in five years, I believed him.

December 15th came faster than I expected.

In the weeks leading up to it, my life shifted.

I still drove Uber. Still worked the warehouse. This is still America, after all. Bills don’t pay themselves.

But I rearranged things.

Cut one night of driving. Turned down a few extra shifts. Practiced instead.

Wrote. Rewrote. Rehearsed my three songs until I could play them in my sleep—and sometimes did.

The first song was the grown-up version of that childhood melody—now called “The Bird.” The second was about Kevin’s post and how it felt to see someone else living your dream. The third was about a woman in a tan coat who might have been a ghost or a miracle or both.

I called my mother.

We hadn’t talked much lately. Too many conversations about “real jobs” and “stability” had made me avoid her calls.

“Hi, Ma,” I said.

“Anthony,” she said, surprised and pleased. “How are you, mijo?”

“I’m… okay,” I said. “I’m playing again. Music.”

Silence. Then a soft exhale.

“I always knew you’d come back to it,” she said quietly. “You were so talented, even as a little boy. Remember the red guitar? Lord, you would not put that thing down.”

“You never said that,” I said. “About me being talented.”

“I was scared,” she admitted. “This country is hard. I didn’t want you to struggle. I thought if I pushed you toward something ‘secure,’ you’d be safe. But safe isn’t always happy.” She sighed. “I’m glad you’re playing again. Really glad.”

She agreed to come see me play at The Blue Room in January.

I almost told her about Debbie.

About the ride. The pick. The impossible conversation.

But some things you keep for yourself.

The Blue Room was tucked into a side street downtown, a block from the Chicago River, with a neon sign that hummed softly above a black door. Inside, it was small but warm—exposed brick walls, string lights, a tiny stage, a bar at the back. The kind of place where people came to hear music, not just drink.

That December night, snow flurries flitted past the windows. People arrived in coats and scarves, stomping slush off their boots.

I walked in with my guitar case and my stomach doing gymnastics.

“Anthony?” a woman called.

I turned. Samantha—mid-thirties, curly hair in a bun, black blazer over a band T-shirt—walked over, hand outstretched.

“Samantha,” I said, shaking it. “Nice to meet you.”

“Nice to finally meet you,” she said. “Kevin’s here somewhere. He’s excited to see you play. You’re on after the break. You okay with that?”

“Yeah,” I said. “Terrified, but yeah.”

She laughed. “Good. It means you care. You’ll do great.”

I found a corner, tuned my guitar for the third time despite it not being necessary, and watched the first few performers.

They were good.

A woman with long braids singing about heartbreak in a voice like smoke. A guy in a flannel shirt who made the whole room laugh with a song about Midwestern winters. A trio harmonizing so tightly it hurt.

Samantha stepped up to the mic.

“Next up,” she said, “we have someone who used to play all over this city, took a break, and is finally back where he belongs. Please welcome, for his first show in way too long, Mr. Anthony Fischer.”

Applause. Warm. Curious.

I walked onto the stage.

The lights were brighter than I remembered. Faces were shadows beyond the glow. My heart hammered against my ribs.

I sat on the stool. Positioned the mic. Adjusted my guitar.

“Hi,” I said, my voice slightly shaky. “I’m Anthony.”

A few people murmured hello back, which weirdly helped.

“I, uh… haven’t done this in a while,” I said. “So, thanks in advance for being kind.”

Soft chuckles.

“This first song is one I started when I was seven,” I said. “I finished it three weeks ago. It’s called ‘The Bird.’”

I took a breath.

And I played.

The first notes came out clear and bright.

My fingers moved on their own. The room got quiet in that way you can feel in your bones. Conversations stopped. Glasses paused halfway to mouths.

I sang about a little boy with a plastic guitar and a big voice, trapped in a small house with thin walls. I sang about a woman who gave him a gift and told him he could fly. I sang about the years he spent inside a cage he built for himself, convinced the sky wasn’t for him, until one night when someone opened the door.

The second verse was about regret. The third was about choice.

The chorus was simple.

You were born with wings
But you folded them small
When they told you that falling
Was worse than not flying at all

You were born with a song
But you swallowed the sound
Now a ghost on a back road
Is telling you “turn this around”

Not Shakespeare. But it was mine.

I sang it like it was the last thing I’d ever say.

When I finished, there was a moment—one beat, two—of pure silence.

Then the room erupted.

Applause crashed over me. Not polite. Real.

People whistled. Someone shouted, “Yes!” in that sharp American voice performers live for.

My eyes burned.

“Thank you,” I said, voice thick. “Thank you.”

I played the second song—about Kevin’s post and the bittersweet taste of watching someone else’s dreams come true while yours gather dust. People nodded along. I saw a woman in the front row wipe her eyes.

The third song was for Debbie.

I didn’t say that out loud. I just introduced it as “a song about someone who shows up exactly when you’ve convinced yourself it’s too late.”

I sang about 3:17 a.m. and empty streets and the way the dashboards in rideshare cars glow like tiny control panels for broken lives. I sang about a babysitter who sang opera in a South Side kitchen in the 1990s and a retired woman in a tan coat who knew more about me than anyone alive.

When I finished that one, the applause felt like a hug.

I stood, bowed awkwardly, walked off stage.

Samantha grabbed my arm backstage.

“Holy—” She caught herself. “That was incredible, Anthony. Seriously. Do you have recordings?”

“Not yet,” I said.

“Get them,” she said. “Soon. I know people. Labels here, in New York, in LA. I’m not promising anything, but I’d love to send some stuff their way. And I want you back here next month. Two sets. Not just three songs.”

My head spun.

“Yeah,” I said. “Yes. Absolutely.”

She pressed a card into my hand. “Call me,” she said. “Let’s get you on more lineups. People loved you.”

After the show, strangers came up to me. Strangers. In an American bar.

“I felt that last song, man,” one guy said. “My grandpa passed last year. Sometimes I swear he’s still around.”

“My dad drove nights,” a woman told me. “Listening to your songs felt like… like looking out his windshield.”

“I want that bird song at my wedding,” another woman said, half laughing, half crying. “Is that weird?”

I wrote down my email. My social media. Promised I’d post when I had recordings.

Kevin found me next.

He smelled like the same cologne he’d worn in college. His hair was a little thinner. His smile was exactly the same.

He pulled me into a hug.

“Dude,” he said into my shoulder. “I knew it. I knew you still had it.”

“Thanks for the push,” I said. “And for giving my name to Samantha.”

“Are you kidding?” he said. “I’ve been waiting for years to see your name on a lineup again. You’re one of the best writers I know, Anthony. You just forgot.”

We sat at the bar and talked. About Seattle. About the label. About how much the scene had changed. About mental health and burnout and why musicians in America are so often expected to either “make it big” or “give up entirely,” like there’s nothing in between.

“You don’t have to be a household name to have a music life,” he said. “You just have to keep playing. That’s it. The rest is noise.”

When I drove home that night, guitar in the passenger seat, Chicago’s skyline glittering against the cold sky, I didn’t turn on the radio.

I listened to my own songs echoing in my head.

I took a detour.

South River Drive.

I parked in front of 1156. The For Sale sign still stood in the lawn, slightly crooked. One of the numbers had fallen off and someone had taped it back on.

The house was dark.

I got out, walked up to the porch, and stood there in the cold.

“Thank you,” I said softly, to the dark windows. “For seeing me. For reminding me. For giving me back to myself.”

The wind picked up, carrying the smell of the river and wet leaves.

I turned to go.

And I swear—on my guitar, on my mother, on every night I’ve ever driven through this city—I heard it.

A voice.

Not loud. Not dramatic. Just a soft, warm sound like a hand on your shoulder.

“I always knew you could do it, Anthony,” she said. “From the moment I gave you that guitar, I knew.”

I spun around.

The porch was empty.

No tan coat. No small woman. Just the faint glow of a distant streetlight.

But the warmth on the back of my neck stayed.

“Thank you, Debbie,” I whispered.

The wind sighed.

Six months later, my life still doesn’t look like a Hollywood fantasy.

I still drive Uber. Three nights a week now, not five. I still know where the late-night spots are, still pick up nurses from night shifts, still drive tired airport workers to O’Hare at 4 a.m.

I still work a few afternoons at the warehouse. I still pay rent and utilities and insurance in this American economy that doesn’t slow down for anyone’s dreams.

But on the nights I don’t drive, I’m onstage.

Open mics. Songwriter circles. Small club lineups. The Blue Room books me once or twice a month. There’s a bar in Wicker Park that lets me play two forty-minute sets for a modest cut of the door and free drinks.

I’m working on an EP. Five songs. Kevin is producing it remotely from Seattle in between his own tour dates. We trade files over email, talk on video calls about arrangements and mixes, argue about whether the bass is too loud.

People follow me on Instagram. DM me to say a song helped them through a hard day at their American office job, or reminded them of someone they lost, or made them pick up their own dusty instrument.

It’s not a record deal.

It’s not fame.

It’s not a stadium tour with fireworks and a tour bus.

It’s music.

It’s mine.

I’m happy.

Not every second. Life is still life. Cars break down. Rent goes up. My back hurts some mornings from loading pallets. Some nights the crowd talks louder than I play.

But when I pick up my guitar and feel the neck under my fingers, when I stand under hot stage lights in some Chicago room and hear my own words bounce back from the walls, something inside me that had been cold for years is warm again.

I called my mother last month.

“Ma,” I said. “I’ve got a show in January. At The Blue Room. You still coming?”

“Of course,” she said. “I already bought my flight, I’m not missing it. My son the musician again. In the United States of America. Can you believe it?”

“Yeah,” I said, smiling. “I can.”

I asked her about Debbie on that call.

“Do you remember Debbie Martin?” I said.

“Oh, Debbie.” My mother sighed fondly. “She was wonderful. Saved us so many times. You loved her. You never cried when she came over. You’d show her your toys and sing. She was the only babysitter you didn’t hide from.”

“When did she pass away?” I asked.

“Hmm,” my mother said. “Three years? Maybe four now. Very sad. Cancer. We lost touch after we moved, and I always felt bad about that. I heard about it from a neighbor on Facebook. She was so good to you.”

“Yeah,” I said. “She was.”

I didn’t tell my mother that I’d driven Debbie home three years after her funeral.

I didn’t tell her about the ride request that vanished from my app, or the way Debbie knew about the guitar under my bed, or the pick that had reappeared after nearly thirty years.

Some encounters you don’t explain.

You just live differently because of them.

Have you ever had an encounter you couldn’t explain? A person who stepped into your life for one conversation and shifted your entire trajectory? A moment at 3:17 a.m. in some American city when everything you thought was impossible suddenly feels… maybe not?

Have you ever stood at the edge of your own life and realized that the thing you buried is still breathing?

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Somewhere tonight, in Chicago or New York or Los Angeles or some small American town with one stoplight and a tired bar band, there’s a person who put their guitar, or their paintbrush, or their notebook under the bed and told themselves they were done.

I hope—when they’re ready—someone like Debbie shows up in their “back seat.”

Or maybe, if you’re reading this, that someone is me.

Consider this your red guitar pick.

Keep playing.